So, I was debating on never updating this again, however I will... maybe this will be the last one (double meaning):

The last update was very brief and it mentioned being discrete.  Well, a few days before that, Lindsay and I started dating.  However, as most of you know the story, Lindsay and I had to keep everything on the down low for summer session.  However, now we are able to express ourselves without having to be discrete.

Most of you could tell, but I love Lindsay so much and not to be "silly" but she's different than all the other girls that I've dated before.  She's, well, for me.  When you see us together, you kind of just know how we feel about each other.  You can see it in our eyes and when I gaze into hers, I feel nothing like I have before and it's amazing. 

We've been together for 3+ months now... We get along so well.  We're actually rather similar.  The night we got together, we talked for 7 hours and it was light out by the time we finished.  Considering I was a RA in her building, I didn't know if I could pursue her.  However, I knew she was special and I knew for certain I had to go after her; especially once we started talking about our grandparents (specifically Moo-Moo and her grandpa and grandma). 

I can't really explain everything; somethings happen and you just kinda just understand them and just know them. 

I love her; she loves me.  That's all I want and need.

Ry

Home tomorrow for a doctors appointment... hopefully he decides that I should have surgery on my knee.

Finals sucked... Classes went ok I guess... I mean a couple issues but 7 classes and 19 credits should warrant a few issues.  Took my ME 300 Final on Friday and went to DC with Rob.  Spent the weekend at his house and then came back up here Monday.  Ever since has been constant busy!  However it's been fun busy.  Cafe 210, Hiked Mount Nittany, watched my Flyers lose again, Pickles, Tony's Big Easy, Helped take Senior Pics at the Lion Shrine/JoePa statue/Penn State sign by Beaver Stadium, and Mount Nittany Winery.  Tonight I'm leaving the Accounting majors and heading to Gman with a friend that I've had from Mont Alto and then ??  Tomorrow I'll be seeing Zach, Lauren, and the family.  Coming back up here Friday.  Not sure where, but I'm sure I'll be somewhere... same with Saturday.  Sunday will be sad, the accounting kids are graduating, so I'll be here.  Rob leaves Monday... but I start classes Monday, so I may or may not see him leave... bummer.  I'll see him though... Even though sometimes we aren't cool, most the times we are and he's about as good of a roomie/friend you can get.

Ryan

The past few weeks have been interesting.  I feel too that I've been shunning some people by careless words or by just letting my courses on my mind get to me.  Tomorrow I have a 10-12 minute presentation acting as a McDonald's job recruiter (had to pick a company to be acting as and my first choice was a private company, so I changed to a company I'm a stockholder with).  I'm stressed about finishing this PowerPoint for it but not really worried about doing well on the overall presentation, since I expect to do well on it either way and I am doing really well in this class. 

I have 2 homework assignments due on Friday morning, a take home final due on Tuesday, and a German paper thing due Friday too.  I also have a final on Wed, Thurs, and Fri of next week (MATH231, EMCH213, and ME300).  Then I have a week free, which will be spent in State College with Rob.  I will be home Thursday the 15th in the evening, that's all.  I have to come home for an appointment and then head back to school; COMM150/Summer 1 start May 19th.  I am still looking for a job for the summer, but we'll see.  I will be home for Beks graduation May 29th and then the next day I'm on the road to Pittsburgh with AMANDA AND SARAH for DMB!!!  I also start MATH251 sometime mid-June, after the Big33 fun (which I'll be home on the weekends for).  Then Summer 1 and Summer 2 starts with Beks and Casey and others here!!  My apartment lease ends the 13th of August and I get done with Summer 2 August 15th.  I will be a RA next year, in Brumbaugh Hall, in East Halls.  I move into Brumbaugh August 16th and have week or so of training and then classes start for the Fall. 

I'm sorry friends, it just looks like I won't be seeing much of you  maybe you can come visit Penn State this summer and stay at my apartment with me during you visit?

Ryan